||[May. 23rd, 2006|11:13 pm]
Do any of you ever feel the need to start over, or rather throw out the old & in with the new? Especially after things have changed drastically in your lives?
I'm at that point right now. A lot of things have changed in my life, & I must admit for the BETTER.
I hated everything a few months ago. I couldn't be myself, I wasn't happy, & I was just in this really deep rut, mentally & with my relationship. So after getting out of that...I'm actually living life to the fullest extent & very happy with how things have been going for me. I can be myself & not care about others opinions. I am ME...and that makes me the happiest.
My other half *hehe* is amazing & I realize what love is about rather than someone just being jealous & overly controlling with you or just lacking interest (as a few of my past relationships were). He's an incredibly talented, intelligent, thoughtful, & *caring* person & I've needed someone like that for sooo long. New relationships really do teach you a lot you never knew about yourself.
So this is it...(the news)...I'm getting a new LJ. I know you're all probably thinking I'm insane because I changed this one back last year, but now that so many things have changed...I feel that I need a change on LJ to.
I hope to add you all back, because I ♥ ALL OF YOU!!!!
I'm going to be posting my new username on this one & then deleting it after the other one is sat up. So you can all add me then or I will add you *grins*. & Most likely it will be a Friends Only journal...maybe...not sure, because I do change my mind a lot.